Heh. I know. Really generic title, but it's something that's been on my mind for a while.... I've never been on a date (shocking, I know), but I am in a relationship. It's not the relationship that you would normally think of, because I don't have a boyfriend either (mind blown!). I'm in a relationship with my saviour, Jesus. Don't tune out! I know it's super duper cliche', but it really is true! But, let me tell you, it is not easy. It's plain weird to be the awkward third, fifth, (and occasionally seventh) wheel when I hang out with friends. There are days when I literally beg God to send me a Flynn Rider (He has great hair ;]).
There are times in my life when I feel really alone, and I feel like that loneliness can only be filled by a person, preferably a special man friend. But if that is what I continually look for in life to make me happy, can I truly be called a worshiper of God? (Food for thought) What does it say about my relationship with God if I'm constantly looking for something to fill a hole in my heart, and I don't think Jesus is sufficient enough, and if I'm not letting myself be full of Christ?
So, my conclusion is this: I don't need to search for my perfect man. God already has my perfect man out there, chosen specifically for me. And if I keep seeking out Jesus, and His will...well, who knows who will pop into my story. It could just be my Flynn Rider! Haha! And let me tell you, that'll be worth the wait!
That's it for now.
Be Bold. Be Blessed. Be Bodacious.
~Ana
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